year 3, we had alot of r 1st, 1st Christmas with r new baby, 1st new year, 1st valentines day we got a new apt with 2 rooms, Emily had her own now, and not that she was mobile she would play in her room, crawl out 2 the living room check on me ad Bryan and go right bak into her room. she was thee perfect baby...in r new apt. we ACTUALLY had furniture and everything seemed 2 b going so good. we got a new car, paid cash for and then it was stolen and then Bryan gets a call from work that he needs 2 go 2 court in Cali (another DUI 4rm the past). so we used his moms car and drove 2 cali and they locked him up again, another month is what he gets! so i leave the apt here in az, i stayed @ my moms but it wasn't long b4 she asked me 2 leave, i went 2 my dads but he was staying with my gramma @ the time, she actually paid me 2 leave, then i went 2 my sister Amys house and everywhere i went i seemed 2 b an inconvenience on them. not only was i not gonna leave Bryan while he was there in Cali jail, i had Emily and had 2 take care of her 2, so i went and stayed with my aunt and uncle in riverside, they took awsome care of me and emily, we had r own room and bathroom and they didnt make me pay 4 anything. they were a godsent. i waited until bryan got out
and we flew home! when we landed in az it was like all was alright with the world again. we had r own space again and we were once again a family. there was never a moment where i imagined just leaving him there in cali. i knew he needed me and i wasnt leaving till i knew he was gonna b beside me. i struggled and had an awful time during that month but i knew regardless of what i was going thru out there, he had it worse in there.
A month after daddy got home.....
we found out we were prego of baby #2! bryan was so excited about Kayla, (he wanted another baby more then i did) but i knew it was gonna b another girl, my dream had told me that :) during my pregnnancy with kayla we moved into r very 1st house, it was a gorgeous 3 bdrm house, huge back yard and tons of room for r growing family. we got r very 1st financed car (sounds funny) but it was a huge step 4 us.
in august we had Emilys 1st Birthday
January 8 2007 our Kayla Dyann was born, Kayla from the dream i had years prior 2 her being born and Dyann 4 2 reasons, Bryans sister that has passed away her name was Stephanie Dianne and my aunt who took us in when Bryan was in jail, Diana.
^^ THAT baby changed r world, our emily was so excited 2 have sum1 2 "play" with, although in reality all emma did was poke her and throw toys @ her :)
(this was emma warning her she'd beat her up if she acted up)
emma was always r calm sweet girl, and kayla was r cry'er she hated being alone, she hated being put down, she was kinda difficult. but when she started 2 get mobile, her and emily were unseperable. they r still the same way, where ever emma is kayla is right behind her.
My girls; they were so funny 2 watch, seeing them 2gether made me happy i had them so close. Bryan continued 2 work and travel alot 2 New Mexico, as i stayed @ home with the girls, being a stay @ home mom 2, 2 toddlers was fun, although i became lonely. i found cafemom and met sum women, becuz as u all know a mama needs other mamas 2 talk 2. thru cafemom i met my best friend Annice.
emma was always r calm sweet girl, and kayla was r cry'er she hated being alone, she hated being put down, she was kinda difficult. but when she started 2 get mobile, her and emily were unseperable. they r still the same way, where ever emma is kayla is right behind her.
it was so awesome 2 have sum1 else 2 talk 2 and she had a son kinda Emma's age so our kids would play while me and her sat around and bs'd :) gosh i look @ the picture above and it kinda makes me sad, i was still so young (just turned 20) and it feels like it was so long ago, alot has happened since then, and circumstances made me have 2 grow up/change.
Our Emma turned 2 in august.
as some of u know once u have a kid, the years just fly by.
