Friday, December 16, 2011
Naughty OR Nice
Seriously, y isnt there really a Santa, i think we could use some 1 else 2 swoop in and buy these lil monsters a bunch of gifts....but O NO, daddy has 2 bust his ass so mommy can blow it all on toys they kinda don't need, i keep looking @ all of the toys they have JUST SITTING THERE and i keep wanting 2 get rid of them, but the moment i start going thru them, i c the gift gamma bought them a couple years ago, the thing my dad (who passed away) gave them rite b4 he left, and i hear myself say, "but they love this 1" (even though i haven't seen them touch it in FOREVER!) when did i become a toy hoarder?! i used 2 be able 2 just pic up a toy and toss is, "o ur gonna fight over this" (toss it) "o ur not gonna share?" (toss it) "o u wanna fight with mommy about it b4 bed?" (toss it) and now things r just 2 sentimental...WTF? i wanna get rid of the clutter and the crap, i REALLY do, but Y cant i?
then again if there was a Santa would my kids even get gifts?? or would they b considered Naughty? trust me im told ALL the time i have "GREAT" kids but some times i wonder, r they really that great?! haha
UGH sometimes i wonder why Emily doesn't communicate like the other kids her age, she acts like she doesn't know how 2 talk well, i ask a question and her automatic response is "well ummmm, because" and i have 2 tell her "BECAUSE is NOT an answer" o man that drives me crazy! or Monday she comes home and tells me "i HAVE 2 wear yellow Friday" ...OK?! then i ask "why" and she says "well ummmm, because, i don't know" so Friday comes and i dress her all cute in yellow and @ 1:35 i get a text from my friend Katie whose emmas best friends mom (same class) shes asking me if im coming...i text bak "4 what?" and she says the kids r doing a concert @ 1:40.....uh r u freaking kidding me?? y didn't Emily tell me that they were gonna sing? now I look like a shitty mom, i got text left and right about y i missed it....SMH but honestly Emily's a really good girl, besides her lack of communication shes NOT a bad girl, she'd totally b on Santa's NICE list
yesterday me and the hubby were sitting on our laptops on the couch and i hear the kids talking upstairs in the playroom, @ 1st im LOL cuz it sounds so funny then i hear Nathan say, "DON'T DO THAT" and i hear Kayla "but Julia always steals our toys, and she breaks our train tracks and she steals our babies" and Nathan and Emily r agreeing with her (like shes protesting), then she yells "that's why we don't like Julia" and THAT set me off, i went up stairs pissed and ready 2 send Kayla 2 her room (they have no toys in there room) but when i get up there i find Julia locked in the tent playing with her toys (they turned it 2 face the wall so she "cant get out!!" o i raised hell, i was screaming @ every single 1 of them, then i notice Julia's got a scratch across her face and her nose is bleeding (ugh y didn't she cry?) and i ask "what happened" as i scream "BRYAN!!" he comes running upstairs and i ask Nathan (the rat) what happened 2 Julia's face, and he tells me "Kayla smacked her in the face with my dinosaur" ...i told Bryan 2 handle it cuz i wanted 2 pull a Homer Simpson and strangle her i cant believe she would b THAT mean 2 my baby! ugh THAT is so a reason Santa wouldn't bring her gifts!
O my son Nathan, boys r sooo weird and so gross! the last couple lunch times and im starting 2 think it might just b Kayla whose obviously the instigator, Nathan has thrown his food @ Kayla, and i have no idea y! he throws his bowl on the floor, or his sandwich goes flying across the room @ Kayla and hits the wall, chips on the floor, juice in Kayla's hair! (r u freaking kidding me?) and then he gets sent 2 his room, nap time with NO LUNCH, but i wonder if hes the problem here, besides Nathan throwing (literally throwing stuff) hes a good boy, i feel bad for him because i tell him 2 suck it up allot, (hes a major crybaby) and my motto is "IF YOUR NOT BLEEDING OR YOUR NOT GOING 2 DIE, THEN I DON'T CARE", so now when he wants 2 cry he gets this huge cheeseburger grin on his face and runs and hides (maybe im doing this wrong?) anyways i think he'd be on Santa's NICE list 2 ..
Julias still 2 little, she can do NO wrong as far as mommy is concerned! haha
SO again i ask r THEY good kids LOL